The Joys of Motherhood

So I just love being on my own with my three year old. I work all day long and spend the evening with her. I wish there was a chance that her father could spend more time with her. So she could get to know him and I could get a break every once in a while. There are days where I would just love to sit and do nothing. I know it is probably bad of me to ignore her sometimes but I just need a release. Working on my computer is my way to release tension from the day. So basically I have a week off where it will be just her and I, and I hope I have not ripped all my hair out by the end of the week. I need help with her and I don't know where to get it. My mother is out of town so she can't really help me and the only friends I had that were willing to babysit for me are no longer in my life. I have a couple people who have offered to babysit but I always feel bad asking for help. I guess there is just a time that I need to get over it and get help. I am not superwoman and I know that but sometimes I feel like I need to be that.