Updates

So a lot has happened since my last post of breaking up with my boyfriend. I lost my job at the bank I worked at. I had worked there for a year and a half. I had even become supervisor. Although there was much too much work for one person to take on by themselves. I did my best to keep up with it but apparently that was not good enough. About a week or so before Christmas, I was informed that I was being removed from the supervisor position. It crushed me and I asked them not to hold it against me if I was in an upset mood that week. It is understandable for that to happen when I am basically told that I suck at my job. Anyways, that same week on Thursday I was called back into the office and was told that I was just in too much of a bad mood and acted like I did not want to be there so they didn't want me there either. So I was fired a week before Christmas in 2008. It totally sucked and I went home, thankfully my mother was there and she had a large glass of wine and let me totally vent. Well, I drank half of the glass and decided that I had to find another job. So I went out that same day and looked. There is absolutley nothing for me in Logan so I had to go all the way to Lancaster. I went to a few places then ended up at Damon's in the mall. They had me fill out my application while I was there and I got to talk to the manager the same day. He liked me so I started the next day. That was the quickest job turn around ever.

So I have worked at Damon's since the end of December and I met this awesome guy. He was the bartender there and totally cute. I would have totally thought he was out of my league. The hostess who trained me convinced me to give him my phone number and I am so happy that I did. My daughter went to spend a week with my ex and I was making a joke with him. He was talking about how much he had made in tips that weekend and I asked where he was taking me. He asked if I would drive, since he doesn't have a car, and I said sure. We went out to a bar that night, had a few drinks, listened to music, and played darts. We had a fun time and then our conversation turned to sex. OF COURSE! So while we were talking, he asked if I wanted to go back to his place and make out. So at this time my stomach is doing flips because I am so excited. So we go back to his place, and I start by giving him a massage. When I went to get off his back, he flipped over and asked me where I thought I was going. Then we started to make out. He is such a good kisser. Anyways, one thing led to another and we had totally hot sex!!! It went on and off for like 12 hours. I didn't think I would be able to walk after that. It was incredible. The best I have ever had. Anyways, long story short, we are still "together" now. He has told me that what we have doesn't need to be anything more that just fuck buddies but I am hoping for more. He did say at one point that he didn't like relationships because of the drama. I totally understand that. The only thing that I would want between Tim and I to change is to get to hold his hand more often and just to be able to refer to each other as boyfriend/girlfriend. I know that sounds cheesy but I am a hopeless romantic. Well, thats enough for now. I will try to post more later. I don't know if anyone actually reads this but it is a nice diary.